Forever Friendship LostTo find a friendForever lostIs a blessing in disguiseFor once you thoughtThey were gone for goodYou realized what you missedThat playful smileOr teasing attitudeWas why you stuck aroundBut when they leave it hurts a lotAnd their return is much, much worseWhen you see themThe first reactionIs something like a screamThen you run and hug themAnd soon they'll have a new bruiseFor pissing you off,Scaring you like thatThey'll never forget your eyesSo full of anger,Hurt and hateThey'll want to stay foreverBut not for long will that wish lastFor once they leave,They'll leave againNo matter what they saySo cherish your time'Fore forever comes aboutBecause when it doesYou'll miss the peace and calmOf a normal life of no betrayalYour guard was downYou let them inYou have no one else to blameForever is a foreboding wordIn all its glory cameNothing but a simple warningOf what is soon to come again
The StoryThe old man telling his talesThe children gathering to listenTo his heroic pastThe things he bravedThe people he savedThe lost ones, once lovedHe retells the epicEveryone has heardBut still they gather 'roundTo sit by the fireWhile with his voiceHe paintsA picture for all to seeHe coughs, but it bothers no oneThe story still being spunAnd when the story ends,The children beg for moreThe parents laugh,And sayMaybe another dayBut when they walk awayThey look back at the old manWith pity in their eyesTelling him they're sorryHe smiles and laughsGathering the remaining bunchTo tell another taleBut come again another day,The children old and wiseHe smiles at them, but they walk awayAshamed of himHe sighs and looksToward the new generationHappiness gleaming in their eyesHe smiles to them,But cannot find the energyTo yet againSpin the taleOf what his lifeOnce wasOne day they wake to find him goneGone finally to that world of hisAnd yet his memory l
NightmaresShe was sobbing, arms wrapped around the blood-soaked body of her brother. Someone was yelling. She couldn't hear the words but she knew they were directed at her. They pried her off of him. Suddenly the scene changed. It was that guard, he was aiming his gun, she went to grab it but- oh no.Zaphirix woke up with a start and quickly jumped out of bed, chanting silently to herself."Just a dream, just a dream," She was saying as she finally got outside. Breaking into a run she went into the forest, watching the trees fly past until she came to a stop in front of a large, scarred tree. She climbed into it and settled on a branch, trying to seek comfort from the memories."I should have just gone to Ery
She probably would have something to calm me down
" She rested her head against the trunk and closed her eyes, taking a deep breath."He's only been gone a few days
I can't start breaking down like this again
" Ever since Jak started sleeping in my room
Please IgnoreStrangest feelingAttitudes changingActions; limitationsSimple became confusingWhat happenedWhen did....It change?UnresponsiveI get no answerNot busyUnwillingSomething wrongWhat'd I do?I know...Yet I can't accept...Its not my faultHurting somewhereI feel ignoredIts not on purposeBut it can't be helpedIts only naturalTo feel replacedWhen one can't,Get to you...I hear excusesThey don't make senseI thought you said todayI might've hurt youBut you won't sayI say sorry,To no availI got nothing back,No proof you're listeningI sit in silenceAlways waiting...I'm here for youYou there for me?How will I knowIf its the truthI see no pointThough you say there isI'm sitting here,Still living...
Zaphirix- Mission 11. What is your name? Zaphirix, The Broken Chain2. What is your element? Memories3. What is your age? 164. What is your favorite color? White5. How do you use your element? I can go through memories and change them at will, and at times can make it so it seems I can control your mind.6. What was your previous life like before you became a Nobody? I was hated by my family except for my brother. I went to school but was an outcast so other than this one boy my brother and his group were the only ones I ever really talked to.7. Do you have any relationships with the original Organization members? No8. What are your reasons for joining Org-OK? It felt like it was better than wandering through the worlds alone.9. What is your favorite world and why? Deep Jungle
. It's so beautiful there
.10. What is your least favorite world and why? I-I'm not sure
Emotions PoolI look into my pool of emotions, the one's I use the most. What I see I am not pleased with. If only I knew how to fix it. I see desperation; for what I have no clue. Loneliness; the feeling I always get, that though I know I'm loved I think you only say it, never meaning it truthfully. Anger; if I could find the source I would kill it using it all up. Helplessness; why can't I solve this on my own? Unreality; I try and lock myself in this one, saying everything will be fine. Fake-happiness; not true happiness, but something that amuses me until it all comes back. Jealousy; of what I really really want to know, sometimes I just feel it over something stupid, sometimes my dog though I know he's mine, and sometimes a friend, which is odd.My emotions pool is deep with many unused feelings. Ones I wish to know but cannot seem to find....
Babble How come people have to fight so much? Its making me stress out. Then again, I was so much calmer before I came back home. Life hates me anyway, why fight against it? Oh right, I have a reason to live. My friends keep me happy no matter how depressed I get. I hope school starts soon so I can get my mind off things and stress over something that actually matters. Maybe I need to actually do what I learned in YWC and make myself write everyday, that might help too. I need to get a good book, reading fanfics means I stay on the computer which means I'm on Dev which means I'm stressing over someone's fight. This reminds me of the activity we did on the second day, its just leading me in circles.... Doesn't life do that though? You just go in circles; around and around and around and around until you die. Why is everyone so afraid of death anywho? Its just a natural occurrence that happens when a
Zaphirix's Ref SheetName: ZaphirixOther/Somebody's name: ZiriphaProof of Existence: The Broken ChainWorlds found in: AllWorld born in: Port RoyalAge: 16Weight: 115Height: 5" 10'Gender: FemaleElement: MemoriesWeapon: RapierNumber: XLIIBrief Bio: Ziripha was the daughter of a wealthy couple who had never wanted a second child- let alone a daughter. Sadly enough they couldn't hand her off to an orphanage or it would ruin their reputation. As her parents would ignore her as much as possible her brother, Tam, took care of her as best as he could. As she got older he would teach her anything he felt necessary, like how to protect herself. Despite how protective he was of Ziripha he was always one to pick fights and couldn't control his anger, and she would h